Saturday, July 20, 2019


Then there’s this little angel straight from heaven.


They bring her upEVERY NIGHT AND LET ME SNUGGLE HER  AND ITS THE BEST MEDICINE IN THE WOTLD. I LOVE HAVING THRM HERE SO MUCH.  SHE HAS THE SWEETEST PERSONALITY AND IS ALMOST ALWAYS HAPPY  SHES STARTING TO SMILE WHEN SHE MAKES EYE CONTACT god is so good and sends little tender mercies through his earthly angels

GHT

Monday, July 15, 2019

And my friends have been nothing short of incredible.  A couple of weeks ago Kelley said we are supposed to meet with the bishop tonight at 8 so we go up to the church and  little boy tells us to go into the chapel soo we go in there and Sean m is there with all this recording equipment. We walkmin and the chapel is full of our friends.  Ad shawna and darilyn were upon the stand directing everyone singing the two parts of sisters in Zion and armies of Hellman.  We walked up to the stand and had a complete meltdown when I looked out and saw old friends I hadn’t seen for years. Somehow ,Stacey had contacted all these people. And told them they weregoing to make a video for me.  It sounded so beautiful like I really had a army of angels singing to me. Then after I got a hug from everyone. It was pretty much the most thoughtful gift ever and I could literally draw the strength from them and their well wishes prayers and love.

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Video of Friends SingingLo

Friday, July 12, 2019


Camilles family had to leave this morning and my heart is already aching. I was telling her this morning how having them here keeps me going and just makes me so happy. We had such a good time while they were here. I’ll add a few pics from the past few weeks.




















































































































 Yesterday was such a good Father’s Day. After church we went up to Solitudeto take some family pictures. Nico  Kate’s friend is so kind and generous to let us come up there and play and to patiently take pictures of our goofy bunch.   The kids had a ball in the pool























Nicole kids are so cute






This s my whole world and greatest blessing. When Camille and. We’re going through some stuff in the garage I came across this stitchers I did years ago  that had all our family o I and said  “a loving family is but an earlier heaven and that is
so true. I cant even begin to expres

s how grateful I am fo them and all they do for me. They are doing ther best to make me comfortable an keep my spirits up. Which is not easy and a full time job. Since this last surgery. I losing he use of my left side was party devistatingand that will make meiosis sure the hardest thing I’ve ever done and I’ve been praying for strength constant. And for my family. I know it really stressing them out too and getting Kelley up several times a night yo go potty is hard for him too. H has seen way too much and is so patient with me. And he stil oks at me like he loves me.